yeah!!! finally i can talk v like usual ady...hope after tis nth happen btw us le..i will appreciate our friendship de...today reali happy la...bcz after settle the prob v her, my tension totally lost...feel can fly right now...hahaha...actually today planning go to primary jz wan see band performance..who noe???once i reach there,its ended...how pek cek am i....sienz dao~~~bt its ok....at least i can meet tiok my senior and primary teachers there...woo hoo..today is really my day...im so happy now...God reali help me a lot...love u GOD!!!

haizz...i duno what to do anymore..i though we can act like usual after she back from taiwan...bt all out of my predict. i though we can talk, can chat, can joke and sometimes can share our story like with others friend..bt at the end,NTH!! i really don't want lost this friend la...i reali wan to recover our friendship, but i duno hw anymore...now, i just always tell God and share with God my story and problem. i believe that only God understand me and can help me..haven settle 1 prob, come another prob..i oso duno what he thinking la.keep control me...even my parents oso din control me till so tight...i know he oways worry bout me..but, i ady 19 years old..i can take care myself and i dun like ppl control me although he is my bf..ya..i sayang him...bt did i not allow he talk to girl...same to him...he cant allow me out and talk with boy..what the hack??? i can distinguish la which is bf which is friend..even im jz joking v my junior, he oso jealous..damn it...we jz togather 2 weeks only, relation oso haven stable yet..so, cant simply control each other la..i just to tell u here...dear, i know u care and worry me..bt i oso got my freedom..same to u...so, can u understand me?i don't like ppl control me..and...i tink u same too rite??dear.....i noe what im doin..ok?besides, sumtime im nt din care bout u..is i sumtime quite bz..sumtime, when i am working, i cant pick up ur fon...hope u understand..last time i in hospital de ting, jz forget it la k...i wont blame u too..bcz i noe tat time u quite bz..dear, hope u give us sometime to understand more each other k?i dun wan to have any arguement v u anymore..u dun worry bout me ok?love u.....><

after listen some cristian things from stella and her mom, im start interested on it..i hope i can be one of the jesus believer..but what to do, my parent are buddha, i need to follow them..what i can do is just read bible sentence through facebook and internet. sometimes, stella will tell me about jesus, what inside the bible..through this, i can understand more about christian. after believe jesus, i realise that there are still a lot things that i need to complete, improve myself. when i face the prob, always think about god, he will always beside me...ya..i believe it. when i think about him, my mind is so relax and know what to do next. reali want to thx stella..she introduce god for me and this change me a lot. i hope next time i will have my own bible and can always go to church and pray to the god. now, wat can i do is everynite pray to the god and see bible through fb and sometime through stella. haiz....i reali wan understand more about god....

last few days just back from alor setar...so happy can meet a lot of band friends there...start to miss them now..still duno when we can meet again..haiz...what the most thing make i happy is i can meet the person who oways encourage me cheer me up when i am sad...STELLA LEE!!although we oways jz contact through phone.. but i can feel that she reali is a good friend..once i face the prob, she told me to tell god..because only god can help me...ya..i start to believe god now..start from last nite, i will pray to god before im goin to slp..i hope god can hear it..
 lets back to alor setar trip, after arrive there,im goin to her house and take a short nap..after that goin to meet others friend...after lunch, we go to see band comp...sure support SAS BAND!! their show was excellent and i should say well done to them..hope my band can like them in the future...after watched the comp, we having our dinner at kfc..one of the kid there should be pround because there are a lot people from 5 differents band sang the birthday song for him..after that, stella left me at bus station because she having latin dance after this...reali feel sad la cant take pic v her..because i reali duno when we can meet again..mayb no more???i have no idea with it..haiz...after i hear chee choong bus on 9pm, i damn scare because i tot i need to wait my bus alone at bus station there...luckily got 1 good and man friend -lee zheng nam acc me there until i leave the bus station..and last, my 1 day alor setar trip was ended...hope next time still got chance go again la...reali wish can meet dem again...TT

diploma ended...
travel ended.....
the travel nt as wad im expected.....
a bit sad with it.....
suan le bah~~~
let it passed...
after back terengganu...i need forget evrything about here~~~
dun wan tink about it ady....
about friend....
i jz miss those who treat me good...
sorry friend...i wont come back le...
it will make me more suffer v it.....
got chance we meet again bah~~~~

damn it!!

最讨厌那些每次无端端跟我摆臭脸的人！！
妈的！！我有的罪到你吗？？？
每次无缘无故来摆臭脸给我看。。。。
有什么不爽就讲啦！！
每次要到考试你都会讲。。。
不想要我跟你们一起出去读书就讲。。
我会醒目的~~
我知道，我成绩差，不配跟你们一起读书，
如果就这样，干脆跟我讲啊！！
有点不想跟你们去了新加坡了。。
甘愿早点回家。。。
就忍多一个星期吧。。。
然后就可以忘掉在这里的回忆。。。
错！！！是根本就没有回忆！！！

今天跟了两位朋友去走OneUtama，
感觉当然爽啦。。。
可是，回家后心情就变到很差了。。
就是你啦。。
haiz。。。考试又要到了。。
很压力咯。。只希望考试快点过，
然后可以跟朋友去新加坡玩了。。
很期待咧。。。。
过后就回丁加奴了。。。
再也不会回来了。。。。
朋友，对不起。。。
我不可以在在这里了。。。
不想历史又重来。。
一次就够了。。。
我会想念你们的啦。。。。^^