yeah!!! finally i can talk v like usual ady...hope after tis nth happen btw us le..i will appreciate our friendship de...today reali happy la...bcz after settle the prob v her, my tension totally lost...feel can fly right now...hahaha...actually today planning go to primary jz wan see band performance..who noe???once i reach there,its ended...how pek cek am i....sienz dao~~~bt its ok....at least i can meet tiok my senior and primary teachers there...woo hoo..today is really my day...im so happy now...God reali help me a lot...love u GOD!!!

haizz...i duno what to do anymore..i though we can act like usual after she back from taiwan...bt all out of my predict. i though we can talk, can chat, can joke and sometimes can share our story like with others friend..bt at the end,NTH!! i really don't want lost this friend la...i reali wan to recover our friendship, but i duno hw anymore...now, i just always tell God and share with God my story and problem. i believe that only God understand me and can help me..haven settle 1 prob, come another prob..i oso duno what he thinking la.keep control me...even my parents oso din control me till so tight...i know he oways worry bout me..but, i ady 19 years old..i can take care myself and i dun like ppl control me although he is my bf..ya..i sayang him...bt did i not allow he talk to girl...same to him...he cant allow me out and talk with boy..what the hack??? i can distinguish la which is bf which is friend..even im jz joking v my junior, he oso jealous..damn it...we jz togather 2 weeks only, relation oso haven stable yet..so, cant simply control each other la..i just to tell u here...dear, i know u care and worry me..bt i oso got my freedom..same to u...so, can u understand me?i don't like ppl control me..and...i tink u same too rite??dear.....i noe what im doin..ok?besides, sumtime im nt din care bout u..is i sumtime quite bz..sumtime, when i am working, i cant pick up ur fon...hope u understand..last time i in hospital de ting, jz forget it la k...i wont blame u too..bcz i noe tat time u quite bz..dear, hope u give us sometime to understand more each other k?i dun wan to have any arguement v u anymore..u dun worry bout me ok?love u.....><